And so it begins.......Again!

I'm so sick of being sick and tired! 

My own fault.  I jump on the wagon and I fall off the wagon. I hop back on and then throw myself off.  This time though, I face planted into pavement!

I went to a doctor appointment a few weeks back.  I hadn't been there in a couple of years.  I figured I might as well get all my ailments out there on the table and discuss them with my Doc.  After over an hour of speaking with the Resident Doctor, he went and discussed everything with my actual Doctor H. 

Doctor H comes in the room goes over everything briefly......and then he drops a bomb.  "I think you'd be an excellent candidate for Weight Loss Surgery!"  I think my face turned white! I got nervous all of the sudden and was at a loss for words.  All I could get out was, that's dangerous....it scares me.  Doctor H was quick to say there's different options, you don't have to have the Gastric Bypass. You need to go to the consult and talk with the doctor at least.

I've always felt I could lose this battle with the bulge on my own.  I didn't need to do anything drastic besides buckle down and get serious.  Unfortunately, my buckling down didn't have a safety lock! I fell off (the wagon) many times!!!

I still want to do this on my own.  Nothing feels more successful as saying I lost it all on my own!!!  I started back to it this past week.  After sitting in ER all night with my youngest son, I had a bad day of eating yesterday.  But I got back to it this morning. 

I'm giving it the last ol' college try!  I NEED to do this on my own.  No more f*cking around!

Weigh In/Birthday/Post Thanksgiving Weigh In

Thanksgiving was awesome as always.  I look forward to it every year.  Luckily this year I didn't "overeat" and feel disgusting afterwards. 

Monday November 26th was my 38th birthday.  That officially marks 2 years before I turn 40.  2 years......before the big 4-0!  It's going to fly by.  I have giving myself ample time to get back into ONEderland. 

I weighed in and loss 0.7 lbs.....yeah, yeah, I know, most people don't even log that as a loss since it wasn't even a full pound.  I log it as a loss because luckily for me, I didn't gain anything during this holiday weekend.....normally I would have gained.

I start another weight loss challenge on Monday December 3rd.  This time I want to be the big-money winner! I want that $120 bucks in MY pocket. 

I better get to moving my ass more if I want that money.




  

If only I had Shakira's body.  ((Guess that should be a motivation to move, right?)) LoL

:)

Weight Loss Politics.....whatever!

So I was in a weight loss challenge and I loss the MOST weight in the women's division........but i lost.



But I'm ok with it......really, I am.

Unfortunately, I didn't win the $120 bucks for the HIGHEST percentage of weight loss ((No one ever told me it went by percentage, dammit!)) But i walked away with $30 bucks. So it's money I didn't have, right!

The next challenge starts on December 3rd.............my eldest sister & a close family friend have also joined it.  They're toast! If I don't win against anyone else, I BETTER top their loss!!!!

I better get my ass moving more & kick back on all the damn turkey tomorrow.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

Ugh...

I wanted fast food yesterday.

I felt I deserved it.

I got it.

I ate it.

I felt shitty.

I'm still paying for it with stomach pain today.

That's what I get!

Ugh.

MINUS

A 9 lb loss. In a week.  I'm dumbfounded.  But happy.  12 lbs to date.



AWESOME!

Hoping...

I weighed myself on my home scale today.............I'm happy to announce that I didn't have to break it or chuck it out the window! I loss 5.6 lbs. Yippee!  **Doing the Dance of Joy!**

But...........................**cue scary music**

I have to weigh in tomorrow at HerbaLife because I decided to take a chance and join a Fitness Challenge.  **Mumbling** WTF was I thinking!! 

HerbaLife's scale has about a 3 lb difference than my scale.  I hate HerbaLife's scale for that reason. I feel like hitting it with a sledge hammer every time i step off of it!  Last time I was all jazzed with my 6 lb loss, then I stepped on their stupid scale and my jazziness flew out the damn window! 

I decided though that I'm going to track my scale's readings on myfitnesspal.com website and I'll just keep a tally of their reads on a pad of paper.  I don't know how many Fitness Challenges I'll get into.  This is my first and may be my last.  So I prefer to just follow what one scale says.  My emotions can not handle two different reads.....

Until tomorrow.........**cue that scary music again please!** 

Ouch!

I am NOT happy to report ....................

...................that I'm totally effin' sore!!

Motrin please!